Guns N' Roses - Right Next Door To Hell

I'll take a nicotine, caffine, sugar fix Jesus don't ya git tired of turnin' tricks But when your innocence dies You'll find the blues Seems all our heroes were born to lose Just walkin' through time You believe this heat Another empty house another dead end street Gonna rest my bones an sit for a spell This side of heaven this close to Hell Right next door to hell Why don't you write a letter to me yeah I said I'm right next door to hell An so many eyes are on me Right next door to hell I got nowhere else to be Right next door to hell Feels like the walls are closing in on me My mamma never really said much to me She was much too young and scared ta be Hell "Freud" might say that's what I need But all I really ever get is greed An most my friends they feel the same Hell we don't even have ourselves to blame But times are hard and thrills are cheaper As your arms get shorter Your pockets get deeper Right next door to hell Why don't you write a letter to me yeah I said I'm right next door to hell An so many eyes are on me Right next door to hell I never thought this is where I'd be Right next door to hell Thinkin' time'll stand still for me Fuck you Bitch Not bad kids just stupid ones Yeah we thought we'd own the world An gettin' used was havin' fun I said we're not sad kids just lucid ones yeah Flowin' through life not collectin' anyone So much out there Still so much to see Time's too much to handle Time's too much for me It drives me up the walls Drives me out of my mind Can you tell me what this means...huh?