Foreboding Ether - Meliorate

Five fifteen I could scream at the ceiling agitated straight out of bed Head full of loose ends fending off dependencies Thirsty where there’s opportunity Disempowered labouring long hours still scouring for ways round Feel doomed to be defined by a role imposed to survive Want to write but working overtime Fear Motivating Body and mind where a conflict persists The path of least resistance keeps drawing you in Days at a time squandered Wrecked all our motives unchecked We disrespect the expectations of mind The burden of awareness so intrinsic Flitting between feast and famine thought Most report to a host hungry ghost Ate a plate of shit want to quit won’t be the last time I tried and died let me roll again I got a feeling my luck is going to change someday Find a goal get pro or know I’ll just die an arsehole With plans in mind but with nothing in motion Too uptight about the time always ticking down Now you care too much and you’re not fun to be around Feel you’re flaking? Take a break hobnobs from the shop and a cuppa does the world of good A bud in a vape to initiate a fighting state Elevated thinking straight in the shape to contemplate Whatever it takes to get started make the first step and you’re halfway there It’s fucking fear motivating Body and mind where a conflict persists The path of least resistance still drawing you in We’ll see no peace in a position that defied expectations of mind Straight up complacent amazed days are flying by sure that we’re slipping Dead encumbered perturbing burdens fervently fighting for headspace Counting the hours left to snatch something for ourselves feeling defeated Not giving in it’s just a hard day One last foray to make today better than yesterday